First off I kinda just lost someone I love. They didn't die. It's just complicated. And besides being down all the time because of that I've been practicing screamo singing. And I have gotten to use it twice in public. And both times people liked it the second time tho was better. I actually had people clap for me haha.
I finished a new song on guitar that I named Agatha's Fine Goodbye. I play it everyday and can't get enough of it. I also learned to play "You had me at hello" by a day to remember which I love....Has anyone else besides me noticed that alot of screamo bands have some AWESOME!!!!! acoustic songs?
Speaking of A Day To Remember...I GET TO GO SEE THEM ANNNNDDD RISE AGAINST!!!!! EEEEPPPPPPPP!!!!!! hahaha I love these bands!!!! Before I forget my friend ashton says "eep" in high pitched voice when you squeeze right above her knee. Ok well I LOOVEEE these bands and all of my friends are jealous well some are some could really care less. But HAY!!! I will get to go with my bro casey! Love that guy. And I will get to do something that I haven't done in awhile..*deep screamo voice* MOSH PITTT!!!!! After what I've went thru this past two months and someone always saying "rest!, DONT DO THAT! you'll get hurt!!" I'm going to go all out on everything....(I miss hearing those words tho : ( ) ANY WHO here is the two poems "It" and "Teen'' By: Raina Woy
It
Ever see something out of the corner or your eye
When you look it is gone
Ever feel like someone is watching but no one was ever there
Do you start hearing things
Guess what, you are stuck in fear
You can't get out IT simply won't let you
You are alone
Mania starts seeping in
You try to block it out
It won't let you
Your walls are weak an brittle
You start to stiffen
Can't breathe?
Here IT comes..
It can smell your fear
Fear calls to it
Now it has you in its grasp
Your poor attempts to gasp for air will do you no good
You give your life's last breath
IT drains you to your death
Trapped in fear..........
Ever see something out of the corner or your eye
When you look it is gone
Ever feel like someone is watching but no one was ever there
Do you start hearing things
Guess what, you are stuck in fear
You can't get out IT simply won't let you
You are alone
Mania starts seeping in
You try to block it out
It won't let you
Your walls are weak an brittle
You start to stiffen
Can't breathe?
Here IT comes..
It can smell your fear
Fear calls to it
Now it has you in its grasp
Your poor attempts to gasp for air will do you no good
You give your life's last breath
IT drains you to your death
Trapped in fear..........
Teen
Are you aware
Cab you stand a stubborn teen
Who writes poems as if death is lurking your way
She doesn't like you
Are you alert
A stubborn teen may get you hurt
Many things have happened.. Have you heard
Steer clear, leave her be, she always gets away
Scary things may happen to you today
You can't escape now. You can't hide from me
Your image burns inside my memory
To relieve this agony... She manipulates you mind.
She gives you her pain and strife
Are you aware
Are you alert
This stubborn teen may get you hurt.
Are you aware
Cab you stand a stubborn teen
Who writes poems as if death is lurking your way
She doesn't like you
Are you alert
A stubborn teen may get you hurt
Many things have happened.. Have you heard
Steer clear, leave her be, she always gets away
Scary things may happen to you today
You can't escape now. You can't hide from me
Your image burns inside my memory
To relieve this agony... She manipulates you mind.
She gives you her pain and strife
Are you aware
Are you alert
This stubborn teen may get you hurt.
