Nothing new, but updates

Well today is saturday the uhhh.....24th. Yesterday was a pretty good day even tho I did nothing at all...I think today im gonna go get my hair cut again and maybe go to the city lights cafe or signature brew...The thing is I doubt any of these places are open. Its been two weeks since ive gotten my hair cut and I can barely even tell if its grown. You see im use to long hair. Mainly cause I've never been shown what GOOOODDD short hair looks like...

December 27th

December 27thThis was the day my life changedIt was late that night when I got the newsAt first I didnt know how to reactMy mind was rushing The tears were gushingI couldn't cry then tho, which always got meI couldn't cry no matter how hard I triedLife was just a hazeFrom that moment all the way to right before the receiving of friendsI don't remember a thingAnd I remember crying all that day thinking I couldn't cry anymoreThen thats when I saw her...

Dopple ganger and more me being punk

Ok so I was just browseing thru deviantart and i found the bottom picture.....Well at least to me they look similar. The girl at the top is a really close friend of mine whom which I love. And do you see the ring the girl is wearing? Well megan has, I think a few rings like that and she loves them too. Anywho its time to get off the subject of these most elegant and beautiful girls ;) .....So...

Rise up!

Its official.  My parents have become too old. Why? Well let's see. One I turn my music up just a bit and they scream and cuss at me. Now you may say maybe it is too loud. Well explain why when I have my ear buds in and im five feet away they tell me to turn it off cause its too loud. Now me being the punk I am I of course reply with "YOUR TOO OLD!" . And usually they pay no attention.  Two I wear shorts and my green converse and a tightish...

I thought this was worth reposting

AM I INSANE?"I beacame insane, with long intervals of horrible moments of sanity"-Edgar Allan PoeThinking upon thy's past And looking upon thy's presentAnd the kind of person for I am todayI have seen that for I have changed in such a many a wayThat once upon that old pastI couldn't have even begin to have comprehend these ways i would have changedwhich makes thyself HAST!to think is these changesohhh these changesbeen for ones good or...

Break

im tired of the world right now so im gonna not post for awhile. good ...

What evs

Ok well no one has updated there blog lately besides me..........I has no life. So anywho on to the updates. I got to go roller skateing with my most excellent freinds megan, kaila, and lauren. My brother came alon which I didnt really mind. Except that everytime he fell if I was with in 5 feet he would blame me for. I've been watching smallville lately. Its this old tv show from a...

tisk tisk wolf wins again

Ok Lauren im sorry you just can't give me a hilarious embarrassing photo of you.WITHOUT knowing im going to share it with others!!! So anyway this is a picture of my best freind with her beiber hair.Hahahahaha anyway I dont have anything new to update you on really. Im reading The meaning on night by Michael Cox and its good so far, I dont get to read alot so im still on like page 26 which sucks cause...

UP...DATES!!!!!

OK...WOW, its been awhile since Ive done one of these I litterally forgot I had a blog. Ok so anyway my lifes doing a whole lot better ^_^ im alot happier than usuall. I got to go waltzing with some of my friends. They werent greeeat at it but who CARES??? I LOVE TO WALTZ!!! So I got to see my bro randy and hang with my other bro Earl A.K.A Fluffy. We went to this place to eat before called...

Books, Play, NEW ZEELLDDAA!!

Ok  first off ive read a couple of new books. A romance novel and a few edgar allen poe again. SO ive never really been in to romance novels but i cant find anything else to read, plus my best friend reads them.....Maybe mine sucked because 1 i have no sense of unrealness (but yet i dream and hope of things that will never happen, and im a hopeless romantic) or 2 this isnt a book by a big writer...like Lynn Kurkland. And I havent read the rest...

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Really upset

Ok as the title says im really upset and I can't talk to anyone about it because all the people I talk to are on facebook. And my mom is starting to check everything and tho I have nothing to hide very little things will make her freak out.  And recently as in a last week my mom was reproved from the kingdom hall. Eh.  I saw it coming. And anyway my mom seems to have it out for all my friends that are girls. But anyway back to the matter...

Updates

Ok well ive got a week till auditions for a band....im so freaking nervous ive NEVER been this nervous!!! I've known the drummer for coming up two years now and she has a dry sense of humor and is really short and fun to aggravate :) . And i have some awesome freinds. I started listening to one of my favorite bands cause i hadnt in like years they are the kooks and they are british. SO at work i made...

wow!!! (not world of warcraft)

OK so first off. I got 24 page veiws yester day... thats about a little more than a third of what i got last month! And a 14th of what ive gotten totall. But i have 50 posts and about 6.8 veiws per page. Anyway Ive been really happy lately. I think one of the main reasons is Becasue ive been listening to happy music again. Like one of my favs the kooks! And i found an amazing song tho i dont like to sing it i love palyiong it and singing the chorus....

Misconceptual Musical Mondays

Ok first off Id like to respond to my freinds post about audio books. I like them actually as long as I can have the book with me too incase i miss a few words. But I usually cant afford any audio books so therefore i read hardcopys. Ok now back to the topic of this post. Ok one thing i love to do is read a book while listening to my music. Now most people who I tell this to ask me if I ever get anything out of the book That...

On top of the world!!!

Ok well this week has been absolutely amazing!!!!! I have a new best freind and i can tell we will stay that way for a long time!!! Ive never really could decide what to do when i turn 18... Now I do! i want to go and move and split rent with a freind in franklin or otto. then once i feel good move to asheville!!! Ok so wednesday was awesome i got a box full of stuff from my freind kaila. And i have to burn one thing in it but eh its cool. And im...

There is nothing like it (the series) #1 FEAR

There is nothing like seeing the fear in a opponents eyes. Whether it be in sports or just everyday life or the calm before the storm of  a fight. But better than that is to see the pure black pool of evil in a persons eyes and knowing just knowing you are about to take him down. No knowing you have the ability to take them down. But better than THAT is being able to see the fear in a runts eyes and see the darkness in the bigger alpha dogs...

Love

For a grown man cry at the sight of his young boy accomplishing his dreamsFor a husband to comfort his wife no matter how bad life seemsFor a mother to love her young in her darkest hourFor a child to rejoice over creating such a simple block towerFor two loved ones ability to sing a symphony with one lookFor all the tears and laughter and heart warming adventures in one bookFor two people in love to have that one moment of peace where all the pain...

Nothing left to say

Ok well im tired of always being depressed and what not so im out playing basketball and golf. Once it warms up again im going to start back skateboarding which I haven't done in three years. I might quit clogging cause of reasons id rather not go into. Im officially 155 pounds. I lost 25 pounds but I still dint have a six pack. Im looking to buy a tremolo bar for my strat and maybe a new pick guard.this Thursday after service ill be playing with...

ways to lose weight

1. Eating breakfast is a very important step. You actually gain weight when you dont eat breakfast.2. If your going to pick a specific diet make sure dont cheat yourself and stick to it. Studies have shown that to make something a habit u have to do it for 10 consecutive days and the chain is broke if u dont follow it for three days in a row.3. Choosing a plan is hard. the things u need to keep into careful consideration is:what your weight...

Nothing new....or is there?

Ok well first off i got my mandolin back from this place called guitar stop..i officially hate it. The owner thinks he knows it all. And i don't care if he DID know it all you still should have some manners and treat others with respect. I know someone who i wouldn't be surprised if e did know it all.. bob alexander and why I think that is cause he is always quiet and respectful and well has soooo much knowledge and wisedom and has alot of patience....

Challenge

Ok im going to try and stop being me....sounds stupid but if u reallllly knew me ud hate me. Im going to go on a quest. Im going see whether i should be funny or not. Be happy or sad. Or maybe mad. I need to find out who i am. I am going to rid this form of all emotions for as long as i can.  Im going to quit me. And whether u think this is a good idea or not it doesn't matter there's nothing or no obe who can stop me.I am unstoppable. So if...

What do I have left?

What dooo i have left? Cause i don't know. My whole life I've played football.raised to play.and that's all i can see now. It hurts so much ill just sit on my bed sobbing with tears and pulling at what hair i have while listening to the boys of fall. That's all i know how to do. I don't have anything else goinfor me right now. I just don't know what to do. I do everthing ok or bad. But football was a whole other story. I was great! I set two school...

MMM..Misconceptual Musical Mondays

Ok so here's three questions.1.What was the last song tht made u cry and y?2.If you were in a band what would be the band name?3.If could tour the world with one band whether they r deador not who would u tour wi...

WARNING! DO NOT READ THIS!

Ok well im just going to go try some more reasons on why I do things and other useless crap tha pitys me.ok well alot of people say I cry alot. Well last week I only cried five times.once because we were watching my favorite cartoon ever in a car and it was a single tear.the second was because my mom got up in my face telling me how I disgust her and how im not worth anything and that ill never make it to the new system. And the only reason I don't...

Life in a fox hole

Well lately life has been treating me like..... well more like beating me.there have been times where I've wondered if god really even exists anymore and times where god is the only thing I got. My mom just had surgerey for something she ddnt even need. And so I have been haveing to take care of my brother and sisters from now on in. You might ask where my dad is..weeelllllllll my birthfather is in jail. And the so called "dad" that married my mom...

One Fair Day

Ok well I have nothing to update books wise ive read just about the most I can bear right now. wait i did read the squires tale #2.Maybe I already blogged about it.-goes and looks-............................................Ok no i havent ok well anyway this book is well I will give it 3.5 stars ..ok the reason them stupid stars are up there instead of over here is cause i dont feel...

MMM......Misconceptual Musical Mondays

1. Whats the first sing u heard or listened to today?2.what's your favorite techno'ish song?3. If you were in a band what instrument would u play?(u don't have to really know how to play it) A1. Ok im pretty sure it was people=$#@% by slipknotA2. Harder,better,faster,stronger by daft punkA3. Guitar and voc...

just boring.....or is it? yeah it is

Ok well im considering quitting blogging...I may start a new one on tumblr but Idk I mean I like writing and all but I like feedback as well...its just like this stupid town I want to to do more but I can't.well I finished reading the squires tale 2 I thank megan Eckel so flipping much for reminding me of my most favorite of books that I haven't finised the series yet. Well ever heard of the girl next door?  Well it's like the hot girl next...

MMM....Misconceptual Musical Mondays

K this is not a spinoff of Megans WWW this is my own thing!!!1.What was the first thing you listened to this morning..or night?2.Whats your favorite type of music and why?3.AND! If you could perform one song flawlessly on stage what would it be?Answer:1.Higher by Creed2.mostly everything but if I had to die to choose I'd pick rock 'n' roll all the way3.Havent really thought of that..maybe thats why I asked it..Ok I would have to say...

Tucker the Fae

Love what is it? Hmmmmm.???? IDK. Love to me is seeing the trees and rotting leaves underneath it and knowing that tree is conected forever to the earth.They are one! The tree didn't ask for this but neither did the earth.BUT neither complains.You might think that is because they can't speak. Well sorry to disappoint but they do in such a way that no one can explain but feel even I can barely begin to comprehend there speech.The tree...

WWW thing and other craaaappp

ok im currently reading The squires tales #2 and it rocks!!!Just got done reading.uuhhhh ummmm lets see it nwas the uhh i cant remember....I wanna read the squires tales #3..OHHH!!! i just finished reading The squires tales #1 which i gave to my best freind.ok im going to start a new thing just like megan's www wednesdays but mine is going to be called music monday!!!!! :D   any way im going to go ahead and make one for this monday...i...

Updates and moore

Ok so for all of my viewers (none) I would like to say.............boo. yeah im really bored but my bestest friend and loved sister got me hooked on his game and I tink half the reason I play it is to try and beat her at it. But either way im one of those guys who doesn't care for the end result but enjoys the challenge I think my sis just wants yo win but she wlhas been playing since like 5inches ago (very long time). I got my debit card last night...

Reply to musing mondays

What was the last book you…• borrowed from the library?• bought?• cried over?• disliked and couldn’t finish?• read & loved?• got for review? (or: got in the mail?)• gave to someone else?• stayed up too late reading? I haven't ever borrowed a book from the library.I just bought squire tales two but it hasn't come in yet ugh.omg cried? Idk if I can give out that information ....yeah right. To be honest I don't ever remember crying over a...

Upcoming

Ok well imma going to be working on a new post that imma going to expect to be verrrrryy long. K itsgoing to be called givvnup the game I want some one to try and guess wha its about. I deleted my facebook account and made a new one cause all my old friends foundme ugh. Anyway imma going t be typeing this new post on my new old typer imma going to clean up...

Tired of it all.

Well im tired of haveing to change to be someones friend or to get the girl.I want a girl and I want her to like me for me.I just wanna be there for thru thick and thin even if she doesn't like me the way I like her and when she's down I wanna be the one to build her up and when she cries to be the one to put my hand on her shoulder and to convince her everything is ok......im tired of opening up to people I only wanna open up to people like my sisters.I...

Just because

Hay you guys this will my first blog in a looonnng time..im nervous again cause I have some awesome greinds who write awesome blogs. Anyway my friend is going to dragon con..he is going as a fallout character..I plan on going next year if im not in australia as kylar stern a.k.a. the night angel...anyway he is a wetboy a.k.a. assasin. He is a character in my recently read series the night angel trilogy. Any way I said I might be in australia that's...

I will:..... to whom ever

i will: -love u forever till my last breath  -make up for everything i have done wrong to you -and be with u even after death-and cry with u -kiss u when u need it -die for u- hold u when ur alone -and be in ur heart when im gone -tell u i love u -say ur beautifull even tho you are dripping with sweat and mucus and tears and make up in sweats-cuddle even tho your sick as dog and risking getting ur illness-fullfill your...

ok here goes nothing

Ok here goes nothing....literally i have nothing to write about except for the part that By sunday after like...uummmmm.....7? I will be able to write a new post.. yes it will be another movie reveiw :)) i feel like i will cry during this one but i also have a feeling it will be a bad movie reveiw as well.im still in love. And its more thasn physical its more of spirittually we both want to go to gilead and have no kids..thank god......now for the...

Fast and Furious

Well i watched fast and furious last night and i give it->Because it is actually one of the series that is one track/story line.I love the action scenes. In this one the action scenes and the driving scenes are actually possible.....Except one which is in the begining were they r on a job and Dom is driving around 70 mph and does a 180 and keeps going but backwards which is almost impossible in...

Update

Ok so I have found out tht i no longer need to be on facebook like i am (which is all the time). Because on my droid i have a gmail account brockbrasil@gmail.com  if u want to talk to me email me. i also have an app for blogger which will be pretty useful...BUT the screen is small so it might be a pain in the butt.But anyway i found out tht my freinds bob and joy want the eckels back in june? or july? idk but it will be awesome maybe...

So far + Pirates reveiw

Well so far my life away from home is awesome at home not so much. I went to go watch the pirates of the carribean 4. It was pretty cool. Iwatched Kung foo panda 2 previously in the week and i didnt get to really watch it cause i had someone on my mind.But by the time i got to watch the pirates movie i was better and had her settled down on my mind. But i think i could make a good movie critic.Well anyway if u havent seen it dont read the rest.Well...

Joy

Happy happy happy.....hahaha so anyways its been a looonnggg time since ive posted something on here. So anyway I've been a vegan for almost half a year hurray!!! And I've been in a relationship for who knows how long, no seriously how long? Well im really happy all the darkness ive been going through is gone. But problems still remain.UGGGHHHH!!! haha i finally found out what love REALLY is.. I found out by spending time with my bestest freinds...

Update or just my problems ;)

K. Well this will be the first post I have written tht is actually not a poem or in tht style.....But then again I am Very happy. I'm happy because someone loves me, and my darkness has subcided......for now. But other than that i have been trying to read but it seems I have to much on my hands to do it. I'm always working or playing guitar or fixing my truck or working out. At least I don't...

Shadows

Whats the use in living if--nothing makes you happy-theres nothing to live for?I dont care for the paradise anymoreall i want is to serve JAH now.But nothing nothing!ever makes me rejoice anymoremy dark shadows are falling out of controlwhats the use in asking--when no one wants or never even answers-or the answers you hear are far from whats right?Theres no use in the paradise for me i fall deep into shad...

This Pit Of Mine

FallingFalling deep into this pit of darknessOf which some how my subconcieous has createdAs I scratch, scream, tear, howl, and pullThis moon remains a fullEvery thing I have grownHas turned into a weedy throneEverything I have seeked to loveI have destroyedI mean for it not end this waybut these wounds are within my heart I find some way to dig these wounds within my heartand my mental woundsdeeperdeeper I fallNo matter how loud I screamIt...

Darkness Within

"As I walk through the valley of death I fear no evil"And all I want to be is a hero but alas I can notfor I feel this dark part of meit moans it grows and roars from with in me saying I want out!It came from the deepest most part of meNever knew this monster was hereand when i look at my self in the mirror I feel disgustI also feel the fearThe feeling as if i try to change that I will be torn in twoby this...

Knowing

AM I INSANE?"I beacame insane, with long intervals of horrible moments of sanity"-Edgar Allan PoeThinking upon thy's past And looking upon thy's presentAnd the kind of person for i am todayI have seen that for i have changed in such a many a wayThat once upon that old pastI couldn't have even begin to have comprehend these ways i would have changedwhich makes thyself HAST!to think is these changesohhh these changesbeen for...

"Help Me In My Weakness" -Jimi Hendrix

What do you do when it seems like everything you do seems like its never good enough for anyone else?What am I a soldier? Cause all i hear sometimes is ridicule,commands or lecturres. How do you know what your feeling is real when you think and others tell you your emotions are mixed up?What do you do when everything, everything you have is gone? move along? What do you do whenall your freindships seem either broken or twisted or dented/ what do...

The Ultimate Question

 What first got me started on this post was a little movie called 'The hitch hikers guide to the galaxy'. So i didnt like the ending to it. ithought tht the ultimate question in the movie was lame. i always thought tht the ultimate question was " what is our purpose like whats my own individual purpose". Well i got to thinking and i thought and thought and thought until i had a brain tumor and died......................................No...

love

Love is a four letter word. Its a powerful word. It is as sharp as a knife sometimes, depending on how its used. Jimi Hendrix said tht "When the power of love over comes the love of power the world will find peace". Huey and the news made a song  called " the power of love" with lyrics that goes alittle something like this  " the power of love makes one man weep and another man sing".In some stories love finds each other by accident. In...

The picture of the picture of dorian gray. the book that started to get me to read.

Well it all started off when i first saw the movie "The league of extrodinary gentlemen".I was watching this movie for like the twentieth time and as i watched the movie it hit me! All of these characters are from BOOKS! So at the time i had already read about tom sawyer and DR.Jeckle and MR.Hyde.So i asked myself wat about tht guy Dorian Gray?  SO i looked it up and found a picture of the book. So a week went by and i had forgotten about it,...

On the battle front

If you dont k now what im talking about.....Well I should probably just tell u-football.Some know it as a violent sport that teaches kids violents.Wrong and right. You see the reason i play is for fun and to knock the crap of someone when im angry.Yes football is a very violent sport. I have gotten one broke bone, popped out knee cap, torn acl, and torn mcl, and all my knee problems haunt me still. Football even tho it is a contact sport if...