well i started to like this girl from the uk. i mean she was beautiful and we had everything in common... same music same love of animals and evvveerryythiiinggg then she tells me we cant talk anymore cause there is "kinda someone else" who live the same distance away if not farther...what the hell??? i mean really if this just wants me to die just say so and i can take care of it dont dilly dally around the subject let me get it over with pleas...

ok so first off my camera thing sucks so sor...

ok well I havent been doing to well lately........ i may be moving out of my house soon. :/ i broke my knuckle punching a brick wall. its so hard to be happy anymore. im officially flipping insane! I think i lost my job and now i wont have money to eat so ill have to reserve my protein shake mixes.....my family call me a freak because music is my life........ they dont know its the only thing that makes me happy anymore.       the...

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well updates

     Ok first off id like to say sorry that i havent posted in awhlie because ive been busy and my computer is being stupid :/ . So whats new???? well I got 550 feet of paracord and getting orders already on stuff to make. I need more colors i only have tan :/ ......OHHH MMMYYY GGGOOODDD!!!! TUESDAY!!! WAS!!!! AMMMAAAZZINNG!!!!!! hehehehe god im so fluffy on the inside right now.....so I got some dr.dre beats!!! which RUULLEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

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a night with the shafers

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soooo worth reposting

omg sorryyyy but this gets me sooo pumped!!!! the song does but the live version omg!!!!! It takes everything i can to to keep in my chair and not mosh around growling and screaming!!! it makes me so freacking -happy...

Wow....its been awhile

Yeah its been awhile since i have last posted something.  If you looked at my schedule everyday there is work written down...no joke!  Even weekends. If im not working from 7-9 or 7-5 im working after the meetings for three hours.  I love my two jobs tho!!! Alot!!! There hasnt been one day were i havent been able to say "im proud of what i did today". Anyway its pretty sweet. Im only one step away from being a publisher again says...